This is tied into D. Something she said, struck a cord. There was a great deal of things she said, but this really touched something. I didn’t quite know what, but it was there, and I kept “picking” at it.
She said: “…This house will be brand new after the renovations, and then I will love it.”
THEN she will love it. THEN.
It’s like saying: “I’ll lose the weight, and THEN I’ll be Beautiful” or “I’ll change this, and THEN everything will be perfect”, or “I will do this, and THEN he will love me”.
There is no THEN, there is now.
I find it sad, that she doesn’t love her home NOW. It has to be THEN.