Joyful Sunrise: 7/29/2017

This morning while I was listening to some Esther Hicks,  I pulled Joyful Sunrise for my oracle card of the day.  I like this deck, because it has different insights to what is going on, that wouldn’t normally come out of another deck.   I’ve been doing a deck a week, I may up it to a deck per two weeks.  I am not sure it depends on what strikes my choice.

20170729_142439 Joyful Sunrise: Find time to help yourself or you will find you are alone when those you’ve helped have moved along.  Finding time for yourself is really not one of your strong points.  Although you vary your routine, it is often to find another job to do, and you are a master of multi-tasking.  For life to be treasured you must discriminate between the work that is for you, and that which is for others.  You must realize that others are not always able to provide you with what you need.  You now must step back and say “I am Worth it” when looking to do something for yourself.  If you do not take this step, you may find all others have gone and left you behind, because of all the help you gave them at your expense. I am ready for my own needs to formulate.  I am worth the time and effort.

I had a client yesterday that is pretty happy in part because she is laying boundaries, and she is putting herself first.  When I drew this card this morning, it was like a light bulb, and I thought about the last 14 years.  I like to help people.  I like to help them blossom.  But it has come to my attention recently that I need to take care of myself.  This isn’t so much a new message as it’s nudging me a bit more strongly.

There is this little voice that says stay and hang out here, but there is this larger voice that says it’s time to for YOU.   I told my roommate about a month ago, that I was intending to move by the Summer of 2018.  She wasn’t to happy to hear it, and wanted to know why.  My response was that it is time.  We haven’t talked on this topic since.  While I know it would be easier for her to stay in the area with a roommate, I am not going to be that person.  I am not quite sure how she will take it, but I need to be free to be me.  If that makes any sense.   I have had a couple roommates since I moved to Minnesota, and they’ve all blossomed.  But it’s time for me to blossom, to learn, to grow, to be free to be me.

I have never lived alone by choice.  I have always lived with some one.  Whether they be a boyfriend or roommate, there has always been some one present.  So this feels like a big step for me, but not.  This feels like the right choice.


Thoughts on My Oracle Draw and Day: 4/15/2017

Today was a very accomplishing day. I got off work, came home, changed, and was off for errands. It’s a good thing I had come home, because it allowed me to do a list of necessities for the next week or so. If I had just left from work, I don’t think I would have centered or budgeted well. Taking that into account, I had an unexpected expense come out of my account last night, and I am debating if I want to put it back on a 90 day grace. Which I probably will.

I really enjoy doing Oracle Spreads in the morning. It gives me an idea of where my head is, even after I’ve done my morning mediation affirmation centering.

wp-1492316923109.jpg The First card I drew was Power of Attraction. I’ve been working on attracting the things I want most in life. Above all else there is one thing I want more than pretty much anything. This is manifesting right before my eyes. There are things aligning perfectly to make it happen, but There is something in me that clings to the past and what hasn’t really worked for me. It’s learning in theory and in fact that I can let go of that which that does not serve me. Even knowing and seeing what letting go is bringing me, I still cling to the old comforts, shields, and masks. But that too is dropping. The mask is falling, the walls have fallen, but the shields and comforts, I’m working on them. Some of which can be seen in The Miser. But in drawing Eye of Horus it’s like “breathe” and “let go“, for “We have you, and you are safe“.

I can feel that I am letting go of those old and new fears, but the little voice is still whispering “what if“. I need to remember that at the end of the day, the Day is done. There is no going back, and you can either cling to the regrets and the what if’s, or you can let it go, and flow with the energy that is you. That is what I am working on.

Because to flow with energy and water of Nature is a truly beautiful thing. Full of adventure and lessons for me to learn.

Daily Oracle: 4/11/2017

Cross posted from Musings of An Aquarian Fire Dragon.

Today is the day of the Full Moon, so I drew 3 cards, instead of 2. I have to be careful with that, because it may end up to be 5 or 10…oops! 🙂

I have been noticing that my intentions and my affirmations are manifesting faster and in unexpected ways, with a side of the Universally Divine 2×4. I would say that it’s been fun, but actually it has. I would say I wouldn’t recommend it, but sometimes you need a swift kick in the ass to get you moving in the right direction. Even if it is a 2×4 from the Divine. I am a firm believer of tough love, and while there are many light workers out there that believe in the rainbows and butterflies of the Divine, and everything is good. I believe that sometimes the Divine does the tough love. Oh they do it in the unconditional love that they have for you, but the nudges and the pokes haven’t worked, so along comes a 2×4 from left field. They make sure you are okay, and walk away with the “bat”, whistling down the path. Of course the making sure you’re okay, may also be, “did you get the message?” …”this time”…

That being said, I’ve been noticing a “click”, like some thing fell into place. Once I made the decision, the Universe aligned, and all the ducks lined in a row for me. This morning’s draw has me thinking of that. It has me thinking of the things that are manifesting. Considering the “seeds” that I have planted in the “garden”. Considering the Affirmations that I have incorporated in my daily life, whether it be while I’m in a healing session, or just waking up for the day. What am I saying that moves things forward? I also know that the Bullet Journal is helping a lot with this.

Oracle Card Draw:

wp-1491928651823.jpg Cartouche: Divine Names of Power: What your are saying, thinking, or writing have power, have MAGICK. In the words for this card “…The words you are speaking are rapidly gaining power.”

Conscious Connections: Relationships. I have some thoughts on relationships. The Relationship you be thinking about, might not be with a person. It’s time to evaluate the relationships in your life.

XIII Transformation: This is actually the Death card for this deck (Osho Zen), but Death isn’t a bad thing, it’s change. “This is the time for a deep let-go” You may need to let go of someone, something, ideals, pain, or difficulties. One never knows, and you may need to meditate on it. Honestly, go to a place you find comfort in, and have conversation with it or some one. Sometimes it helps to talk it out, or journal it out.

This is a time of change. You may not be ready for it. You may be fighting it with everything you have, but it’s time to change. Try flowing with it. Try letting go and floating down the river with it. Sometimes you have to release the control you feel you have to have in situation or relationship, and let it flow. If it’s meant to be, it will be, if not, then let it go.

Sometimes Guidance is Needed: 12/10/2016

Last month I practiced some retail therapy.  I bought the Sacred Rebels Oracle Deck by Alana Fairchild.  I’m really enjoying the deck as well as the meditations. It’s a bit different from her other Isis Oracle Deck, though I like them both. She has a couple other decks that I would love to adopt, but I’ll wait on that.

Beginning with Sunday last week, I started drawing a card a day.  Seeing what came up.

20161210_231836.jpgSunday’s Card was Bring It Into Focus which is about bringing  your dreams and possibilities into reality.   Which there have been a lot of thoughts, brainstorming, and ideas going about.  Especially dealing with my Healing practice, and what direction I want to head with it.  Also dealing with my home, and what direction I want to head with that.  Sunday I got off my ass, and re-did the curtains in the front room, so that they are on 2 rods, and the thermals are close to the window.  I’m very proud of my work there.  It allows me to have my sheer curtains to remain closed, and just open the thermals, thus I still have light coming into my home.  And it’s warm.  Though I’m contemplating putting the plastic weather film on it for the winter.  Next week is supposed to have single negative digits.  BRRR!

20161206_002048.jpg Monday’s Card was Focus on the Light which speaks about the light that is attracted to your intent to act out of love towards your life purpose  It talks about the importance of staying true to form and intent to allow that dream or goal to come in to fruition.   It also talks about being focused, and to try not to be too distracted by other paths. Stay true to yourself.   Monday was a day I had the apartment to myself, which I love.

I got to cuddle with the cats, and enjoy the light of the day.  Take joy in the the Light, and contemplate my plans.  I know that I am a healer, and I’m trying not to be too distracted, but I get the feeling, that it’s time to MOVE.  That it’s time for decisions to be MADE.  That it is time to MAKE a choice or choices, and RUN with them.

20161206_115450.jpgTuesday is the First day of my Work week. Tuesday’s Card draw was Visions of Life Beyond Death which speaks of an awakening with in me.  Of being blessed with the ability to see what is real rather than what appears to be.  She also speaks of my expanding truth, my ability to inspire and see that light in all things is unfolding.  That I should nourish this in my heart with loving acceptance because I am going to help others through my vision, my art, and how I choose to see the World.

Looking at this card, I think Shaman.  At one with the Divine.  At one with the World around me.  At one with myself.   When I read through her messages, I find myself remembering past hurts or embarrassments.   That it is time to let go.  I find it important to note that when I was drawing this card, I was thinking of the Crone Goddess.

20161207_091452.jpg Wednesday is an odd day sometimes.  Wednesday’s card was Release the Dark Wound and Let Love Live.  For me this card speaks of just what it says.  Remembering all the things that have occurred in my life…

Wednesday night, before I went to bed, I did a meditation.  The meditation of release.   While I did the meditation that is listed for this card, I also thought and Said I am Reiki.  I am Love.  I am Compassion.  I am Safety.  I am Protection.  I am Divine.  I am Holy.  And several other affirmations mixed in with the healing affirmation.  I said the healing affirmation more times than the instruction, but I felt release.  I remember waking up on Thursday and feeling well rested and refreshed.

20161208_084605.jpg Thursday was a really odd day, but productive and enjoyable.  Both My roommate and I got off early, went out for some lunch, and came home.   We had a fun day.  Thursday’s card was Receiving.  This card echos a lot of what other teachers and healers have stated over the years, that we do not receive well.  We are taught that we must care for others before we care for ourselves, and are even shamed or made to feel guilt for thinking that we need to care for ourselves before we care for others.   But if we do not care for ourselves, can we provide the ideal care that others would need?

This week I made contact with a fellow massage therapist to do trade.  So Next week I’m going to get a massage.  Self care is important.

20161210_231853.jpgFriday. OMG!  Friday was my first day off, and my first Friday off since I was in Virginia over the holiday in November.  I enjoyed it.  It’s also the day of accomplishments, and moving forward. Leo King 12/09/2016 reading pretty much put things into perspective.  If you are interested he (Leo King) did another separate in-depth reading which you can find on YouTube.  Earlier in the Week, I highlighted some changes that were going to be occurring in my business.  Friday I finalized things.  But there are other things in my practice that are coming into my thought and action process.

It’s been a bit slow lately.  Which is a little odd for me, especially given the time of year.  Whereas last year we were pretty busy, but the place where I am working has gone through a great deal of changes, and lost several members as a result of those changes.  I get the feeling that some of what is going on, is meant to be some introspection, some considerations as changes and avenues are thought of.  Sometimes we get to a point where it’s like OMG!  What now?  But having Faith in the Process is key to following through the choices that have been made.

20161210_083956.jpg Today.  Today is an awesome day.  Little helpers everywhere.  Today’s card was Trust Yourself.  Trust yourself is about Trusting Yourself, having Faith in the Process, that things are working out as they should, that you are working out as you should.  That you are growing, flowing, letting go, and bursting forth into the Light of Day.  Things are progressing as they should.  Have Faith and Trust in Yourself.

I had a client tell me this today.  That things will fall where they should and the Universe has my back.  It’s kinda funny, because that’s what I told her last week.

So this was my week in cards.  What encouragement and healing will occur next week?  Hopefully some of what came up this week, helps you be who and what you are.

In Love and Reiki,


Oracle Card: The Dark Lady 03/26-7/2016

The card drawn was


The Dark Lady
Faeries’ Oracle
By Brian Froud

The Dark Lady: Unconscious Power and Wisdom, Rituals, Mysteries, Secrets; This is a time of preparation for rebirth, of restoration and regeneration. What is hidden is getting ready to be revealed. Celebrate this passage through the unknown, rich, fertile, hidden, realms of the Dark Lady. Meditate, Retreat, Seek Serenity and Inner Peace.

I have options.  I am making changes, and it’ll be interesting to see what comes from the seeds I’ve planted so far.

What is going on in your neck of the World?


I am Grateful and Something Wonderful: 3.26.2016

I am grateful for both holidays. I’m grateful for meeting new people. I am grateful for new client. I’m grateful for returning client. I am grateful for tips. I am grateful for rainy days. I am grateful for Lessons Learned. I am grateful to my friends and family. I am grateful for my job. I am grateful for spring days. I’m grateful for car Car2Go.

I had a wonderful full day on Saturday plenty of clients, booked solid at work,  it was really sunny in the morning, and it ended with rain which is awesome too, we need it.

This weekend’s draw is The Dark Lady from the Faeries’ Oracle deck by Brian Froud.

I am Grateful and Something Wonderful: 03/25/2016

I am grateful for a wonderful day.  I am grateful for my job.  I am grateful for my clients.  I am grateful for my family and friends.  I am grateful for cash.  I am grateful for kitten cuddles. I am grateful for cookies.  I am grateful for Friday night Gelato.  I am grateful for spray bottles.  I am grateful car2go.

Today’s card draw was The Master Maker from the Faerie Oracle Deck by Brian Froud.

I paid off my line of credit with Mason Easy Pay.  It was a wonderful moment.