Good Morning: Minneapolis: 7/17/2017

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I decided last night that I would get up this morning when I woke up.  Which was 5:33 am this morning, before the Sun was awake.  But I went with it.  I relaxed for a bit, then I got up, made my bed, did my daily oracle spread, and got dressed for a walk.  It was a beautiful Morning walk.  It wasn’t too hot or muggy, and hardly anyone was up and walking around at 6 am.

Sometimes I’ll sit in the park and meditate with breathe.  Sometimes I’ll bring my camera, and take pictures.  Sometimes I’ll do both.  It’s my time.  My time away from the apartment.  My time away from the daily “this,this,this”.  My time away to be present within me, and listen to some of the thoughts, and think if I have enough to form a blog post out of them.  Not so much today…except wow, I should do this more often, no one is awake and moving right now :).

Though some questions came up today:

  • How we bring about positive change when we come from a place of anger, frustration, or hate?
  • What would happen if no matter what the response from the other side, “protesters” came from and remained in a place of love, compassion & peace?
  • How would the message change?
  • How would the experience change?

The answers weren’t forthcoming this morning, but the questions were there.  So I continued walking, taking pictures, and enjoying the morning.

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I hope every one has an awesome Monday!  Take it in stride, no matter what the Universe is throwing your way, around you, below you, above you, etc.  Breathe, let go, allow, let flow.

Healing: 4/19/2017

Working in a healing industry, I’m sad to see so many people come through my door that are ill or hurt.  Not because they are hurt from physical ailments, but from the mental and emotional ones.   Also seeing those emotional and mental hurts manifest in the tissues.  In massage we call it “issues in the tissues“.  I describe it to people as a music example (that those issues in the tissues are doing heavy metal, while the rest of your body is doing jazz).  I have had people on my table, start crying out of the blue, releasing the pain and hurt that has been planted there.  I have had people re-book, and come back, saying that so much was released after the session, they want to do another round.  I’ve had people who haven’t come back, because they are not prepared for the work that they need to do, to become well.

Sometimes to heal, can be as easy as a choice.  Sometimes healing isn’t as easy as it appears, because of the work that needs to be done.  But that work isn’t just on the part of the Doctor, Chiropractor, Shaman, Energy Worker, or Healer, it’s on the person that wishes to be healed.  Because the one thing that some people don’t realize, it’s not the healer that is healing, it is the healer, that is providing you the avenue to heal thyself.

To heal may require you to open that wound right up, and that can be painful.  It can feel like it’s brand spanking new, even though the wound is years or decades old.  It can feel hurtful, it can feel worse than it ever has been, or it can feel like the release you need.   Healing can be rejuvenating, it can be awesome, or it can be the scariest painful thing you have ever done.  It depends on how you look at it sometimes.  It usually depends on whether or not you are willing to let it go.

Are you willing to till the fields?  Are you willing to set fire to the prairie?  Are you willing to pull out those weeds?  In the act of forgiveness and unconditional love of thyself, the event, and the other people involved?  Are you ready to let go?  Keep in mind it has taken your lifetime to get to the spot you are now.  It’s always your choice where you go from here.

Thoughts on My Oracle Draw and Day: 4/15/2017

Today was a very accomplishing day. I got off work, came home, changed, and was off for errands. It’s a good thing I had come home, because it allowed me to do a list of necessities for the next week or so. If I had just left from work, I don’t think I would have centered or budgeted well. Taking that into account, I had an unexpected expense come out of my account last night, and I am debating if I want to put it back on a 90 day grace. Which I probably will.

I really enjoy doing Oracle Spreads in the morning. It gives me an idea of where my head is, even after I’ve done my morning mediation affirmation centering.

wp-1492316923109.jpg The First card I drew was Power of Attraction. I’ve been working on attracting the things I want most in life. Above all else there is one thing I want more than pretty much anything. This is manifesting right before my eyes. There are things aligning perfectly to make it happen, but There is something in me that clings to the past and what hasn’t really worked for me. It’s learning in theory and in fact that I can let go of that which that does not serve me. Even knowing and seeing what letting go is bringing me, I still cling to the old comforts, shields, and masks. But that too is dropping. The mask is falling, the walls have fallen, but the shields and comforts, I’m working on them. Some of which can be seen in The Miser. But in drawing Eye of Horus it’s like “breathe” and “let go“, for “We have you, and you are safe“.

I can feel that I am letting go of those old and new fears, but the little voice is still whispering “what if“. I need to remember that at the end of the day, the Day is done. There is no going back, and you can either cling to the regrets and the what if’s, or you can let it go, and flow with the energy that is you. That is what I am working on.

Because to flow with energy and water of Nature is a truly beautiful thing. Full of adventure and lessons for me to learn.

Daily Oracle: 4/11/2017

Cross posted from Musings of An Aquarian Fire Dragon.

Today is the day of the Full Moon, so I drew 3 cards, instead of 2. I have to be careful with that, because it may end up to be 5 or 10…oops! 🙂

I have been noticing that my intentions and my affirmations are manifesting faster and in unexpected ways, with a side of the Universally Divine 2×4. I would say that it’s been fun, but actually it has. I would say I wouldn’t recommend it, but sometimes you need a swift kick in the ass to get you moving in the right direction. Even if it is a 2×4 from the Divine. I am a firm believer of tough love, and while there are many light workers out there that believe in the rainbows and butterflies of the Divine, and everything is good. I believe that sometimes the Divine does the tough love. Oh they do it in the unconditional love that they have for you, but the nudges and the pokes haven’t worked, so along comes a 2×4 from left field. They make sure you are okay, and walk away with the “bat”, whistling down the path. Of course the making sure you’re okay, may also be, “did you get the message?” …”this time”…

That being said, I’ve been noticing a “click”, like some thing fell into place. Once I made the decision, the Universe aligned, and all the ducks lined in a row for me. This morning’s draw has me thinking of that. It has me thinking of the things that are manifesting. Considering the “seeds” that I have planted in the “garden”. Considering the Affirmations that I have incorporated in my daily life, whether it be while I’m in a healing session, or just waking up for the day. What am I saying that moves things forward? I also know that the Bullet Journal is helping a lot with this.

Oracle Card Draw:

wp-1491928651823.jpg Cartouche: Divine Names of Power: What your are saying, thinking, or writing have power, have MAGICK. In the words for this card “…The words you are speaking are rapidly gaining power.”

Conscious Connections: Relationships. I have some thoughts on relationships. The Relationship you be thinking about, might not be with a person. It’s time to evaluate the relationships in your life.

XIII Transformation: This is actually the Death card for this deck (Osho Zen), but Death isn’t a bad thing, it’s change. “This is the time for a deep let-go” You may need to let go of someone, something, ideals, pain, or difficulties. One never knows, and you may need to meditate on it. Honestly, go to a place you find comfort in, and have conversation with it or some one. Sometimes it helps to talk it out, or journal it out.

This is a time of change. You may not be ready for it. You may be fighting it with everything you have, but it’s time to change. Try flowing with it. Try letting go and floating down the river with it. Sometimes you have to release the control you feel you have to have in situation or relationship, and let it flow. If it’s meant to be, it will be, if not, then let it go.

Relationships: 4/11/2017

When we think of Relationships, we think of people, maybe even places, but not usually with energy.  Well people who are not familiar with working with energy or intent usually may not think this way.  But lately the relationship that has been coming up more than a little has been with money, at least for me.  It’s interesting how affirmations can effect things that one may never really think has anything to do with what is going on, but end up having everything to do with what’s going on.

I am thinking my affirmation board needs an overhaul.  Mainly because while some of the affirmations I’ve been incorporating into my daily life, may still be on my board, but a great deal of my affirmations have evolved into something different.  They may not be as simple as the “I AM” affirmations any more.  Sometimes it may be time to sit down and look at what you are putting out into the Universe, and actually have a conversation with it.

If the Universe is a mirror, and it reflects back to you what you are putting out, then what are you planting in your “garden” with your everyday activities and words may be manifesting faster than you may think.  If you are saying and acting like things don’t really matter, thinking that the World is a scary place, or that only bad things happen to you, guess what? It may just happen like you predicted, but not in the way you expected.  But if you change one thing or many things, and start thinking that YOUR Universe is a wonderful place, you may just be surprised with what comes back.

One of the books I have read, said that if you pray to the Angels about your relationships, and have them help you root out the ones that are not working, you may be very surprised about what comes out.  The same could be said about the intentions you plant.  Some people believe that planting certain intentions are only going effect the intended subject, but most goals, are interconnected.  Your relationships with other people, may be the result of your relationship with Time, Money, Self Care, Job, Life, etc.  It may have nothing to do with them, and EVERYTHING to do with you.

Sometimes I don’t understand why people move on, but later find that it was time.  That we accomplished what were meant to, learned what we were supposed, or refused the lesson, and it was time move on.  People like to be the one to make that choice, but sometimes it isn’t about your choice, and everything to do about a intention you planted that has changed the relationship.  The same could be said about you relationship with your job, time or money.  While they may not be “friends” or “people”, you do have a relationship with them.  Whether it’s a good, bad, or meh type of relationship, it’s up to you.  But only you can decide how it pans out, even if it comes out in unexpected ways.

So be careful or not, depending on your intent, when you wish upon that star, it may not be what you expected, but everything you may or may not have wanted.

Universally Divine 2×4: 4/8/2017

To be honest,  I’m not sure what I want to write today.  Things are moving.  Decisions have been made.  Action has been taken.  Things have been delivered, now it’s time to wait.

Two by Fours are such fun.  They light up a special kind of Chaos in one’s life.  To say that I was hit by a 2×4 would be putting it lightly.  I’ve been running around making things are turned in, signed, copied, mailed, called, and well…you get the picture.  Now all I have to do is wait.

Making the decision wasn’t the decision I was looking to make, well at least I thought it wasn’t the decision I wanted to make.  But once the decision was made, things fell into place, ducks lined up, and the Universe Aligned to make it happen.  It has presented itself in my life from different sources, but it all came out to same thing, even if I refuse to see it at the time.

We have free will.  But we also have things that we are supposed to be accomplishing in this life.  We have helpers, we have guides, we have the occasional 2×4 from left field. Even with the feelings that everything would be alright and okay,  I worried.  It’s a big decision, and while I was a little frightened of the choice, EVERYTHING was saying it would be okay.  So I made the decision, and I talked to the people I needed to, and took the leap.

And…

Things were okay.  In fact, things just aligned to make it happen.  Everything just went “hi”.  Looking back on it over the last 2 weeks, things went well.  But while they were going on, there was so much stress and doubt, even though everything was saying “this will be okay”, and “this is what you should be doing”.

The one card that kept coming up through this was “Faith in the Process” from the Sacred Rebels Deck by Alana Fairchild.

wp-1491262686262.jpg The Affirmation for Faith in the Process touched me so much: I now ask that all disappointing experiences of the past that have led me to believe that life is not trustworthy or that faith is a silly or immature way to deal with life, be released from my mind, body, and heart. I ask for help to accept that I can and will attract all that is needed into my life, at the perfect time and in the perfect way. I ask to be empowered to absolutely receive all that can assist me with gratitude and without shame or guilt. In doing so, I dedicate myself to be a clear, loving, open channel for the flow of life. I know the benefit in doing so is not limited to me, but will flow so that life can benefit others through me. I trust in this now, through unconditional love so be it.

It touched me so much that I copied it, and put it in my journal so I can open to it, and read it aloud or silently.  And it helps so much.

The ship has sailed, now it’s in the hands of the Divine.

I am Note: 02/12/2017

I am not my skin color.

I am not my eye color.

I am not my body shape.

I am not my spirituality or religion.

I am not my orientation.

I am not any of the things that would mark me different.

It doesn’t matter if you are White, Black, Asian, Indian, Native, Mixed, Islander, etc.

It doesn’t matter  if you have brown, blue, green, or hazel eyes.

It doesn’t matter if you are tall, round, short, skinny, pear, triangle, or oval shaped.

It doesn’t matter if you are Christian, Muslim, Wiccan, Pagan, Hindu, etc.

It doesn’t matter if you are Straight, Bi, Lesbian, Gay or Ambiguous.

You are not the sum of what makes you different.

You are the sum of what makes you, YOU.

I am Human.

I am soul.

Regardless of how you feel about some one, remember whether they are the most prejudicial person on the planet or an innocent baby, they have a soul.

They may not be learning the same lessons you are meant to, but they have lessons to learn too.

Your lesson may just be in part to accept the things and people you cannot change, and release them in love.

The World may be insane, but YOUR World does not need to be, unless you let it be.